Thursday, December 30, 2010 @Thursday, December 30, 2010
♥ hot title:Keep In Touch~?
Hei, its been a long time i didn't write on my blog..... 2day is 30 of december 2010 and 1 more day my dad's coffee shop probably will close down..... because? agreement finish dy.... my mum and dad nid their rest time liaw..... and how's about our finance then? until now no solution for tis by definitely gonna find the best solution for tis..... my upper 6 gonna start soon but i'm still not in te mood of study except for math only..... wat is my dream? doctor? engineer? i wish i gonna hav bright future and bring my parents overseas and travel to the place their wan.... both of them definitely gone through hard life already..... at te age of 40 they knot enjoy much like others.... feel sad for them~ my interest had probably gone..... not more interest in RC~ ping pong~ and more.... but u noe.... RC is te place make me happy but most of my family members reject me going to join activities anymore.... besides that, i feel tired already to commit so much.... coz no1 really see u...... young generation definitely will be more popular but old generation sure have more knowledge and skills than the young generation..... so learn lar..... there is no real friends for me in RC except those who gone through with me, support me, lead me, share their knowledge with me and etc..... who can i do~? i really outdated already hor~ no use ler.... haiz.... Fews days ago, chatting wif a person who i inspire very much.... he told me to go back to our unit and help but i told tat person i gav up already.... no mood already~ very sad to see my school unit gonna fall down soon...... maybe tis is te fate bar.... haha.... no1 really believe u lar... go away lar~ u very li hai meh~ "slowly going away" p.s if u think u can win me..... u definitely WRONG~ i hav my spirit inside of me until i really hav te time to play wif u guys~
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